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I have stoppped writing for some reason. Its almost as if I have forgotten how. I used to love writing. Its all I ever did besides read and eat and start shit on the internets because I didn't have anything better to with my life.I came up with some interesting stories in my time. And by that I mean high school thanks to Mrs. Bacon who was one of the best teachers I ever had. She made me want to try and do better in school. All the teachers did but she brought teaching to a whole new level. Nobody taught like she did. She truely loved her job and everything that had to do with it. I never really thought I could write like that until her class. It was her who opened my eyes to all the possibilities to talking through text. It was a new concept for me and I wrote. I didnt talk any more. I just wrote all the time. I wrote poems of dying mothers in concentration camps and girls killing themselve over a boy. because I was an emo little girl back then. I was full of hormones and emotions and because of that I came up with a lot of really good pieces of work. I wrote a love story about two kids who grew up to have eachother for ever after all the heart ache of adolesents. The story of my one true love. All of my stories were personal and had a part of me in them. I don't have all the sorrow and empty feelings to inspire me any more. I could get into the mood, however getting back out is a very hard thing to do at times and I am worried I wont be able to come back. Writing is a lot harder than people make it out to be. It takes a lot of time. Time that I don't really have now. But I have been thinking that I want to be a writer. That is what I want to go to school for. I also want to go to school for cooking and for animals. I want to do a lot of things. I dont have the money or the resources to do it though. At least not right now...



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